She is not reciprocating.
I might as well use the Love of Sale model. It is more fulfilling.
I have to assume that she is not interested in me and the money.
So how do I define this relationship? It can be a remedy for my loneliness. More of a therapy than a relationship.
I guess I can always listen to her and watch her in Facebook Live. The main issue here is she is not reciprocating. This is clearly a case of necrophilia.
Another way to look at it is she is a captive audience. She is not going anywhere. So I just pace myself instead of putting on the pressure.
Next week I will start the Train the Trainer Class. Hopefully there are some nice chicks I can target.
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Els is not any other chick. She is my Dream Girl. Most importantly she is a brainy but crazy chick. On top of that she is a captive audience.
How do I win her trust? The best way is to buy the trust. I'll send her a check for RM1.000 on her birthday. Let's play a high roller game.
Let's do this... Let's keep quiet for the day. The songs suck today.
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This is an angling game. I am not playing according to the rule. I need to SNAP VANISH. I am really lousy at that.
#traxxfm Starting the book revamp project tomorrow. The whole week next week will be the T3 Certification. In between is Coursera. Most likely I will start training in Sept. Really stretched thin with time.
#traxxfm I know you think I am weird. Even weirder is this necrophiliac relationship. However since 2018 I am recovering at a steady pace. 2 years later I am already back on my feet. That is almost a miracle. So I will carry with this relationship
#traxxfm As I told Sarah, this is not *[b]e (me) being smitten. This is really a therapy and I am recovering at a very encouraging speed. Look, if I want to I can go for Love for Sale. This is not the case. I want to get well baby. *See?
#traxxfm Mental illness is no small joke. I lost my business, my sanity and I almost lost my house to this insidious illness. Do I look like I am joking to you? You are my angel sent from above. You healed me.
Recent Tweet from Els Dines
i just wanna stay right next to you
Now tell me Sarah, how do I SNAP VANISH? I am not an angler. I am a scavenger. Every nibble is a meal. I feed on the small wins.
#traxxfm You know the podcast? That's the first time I spoke of my illness to the public. Because of that all these are happening; the Coursera, the book, the training. Remember Els, it started with your credo, the Secret and Coursera. Your input.
I am enjoying this. I know I am on the right Path. You and her are indeed my soulmates.
Enough nibbling for the day. I think I win the Trio hands down.
#traxxfm Baby, you must believe wholeheartedly that we are soulmates. Nothing happens by accident. This is too glaring of a coincidence. I am not just any other guy darling. I am Sharudin Jamal of Sharudin Jamal & Associates and I am now Ver 2.0
Another Blitzkrieg.
Basically it has to be regular attack but subtle.
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Hey Sarah, had you been thinking about what will happen 10 years down the road? As I said there are choices upon choices that need to be made. We cross the bridge when we get there. Still a long way to go. Basically it is a statement of direction.
#traxxfm Hey honey, have you been thinking about what will happen 10 years down the road? As I said there are choices upon choices that need to be made. We cross the bridge when we get there. Still a long way to go. It is a statement of direction.
Sarah, I am not going to think much about the future. Once I set the target, I will follow the course of action.
I have 3 goals to focus on:
- Be thin
- Make Money
- Run 10 km/hour
Now all these become my lifetime goals since I decided to pursue Ikigai.
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