I had not been in the position where I am earning but I don't have the urge to spend. It sure feels good. Almost a relief. That means I can save as much as possible.
I have three lifetime goals:
- Lose weight - 63 kg
- Make money - RM1.5 million
- Run 10 km/hour
Lose weight and run had always been my goals since 2012. Now is to make money too.
All three will lead to neuroplasticity and neurogenesis.
By having these three goals also means that I am saying goodbye to bipolar.
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Today I am in no mood to exercise. Let see what will happen if I persist.
I only lasted for 30 minutes. Then fatigue sets in.
I need to take carbs. So I had a regular breakfast today.
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I have to conclude that Els is not interested to play with me. So I'm not going to push it.
I might as well find another alternative.
Aw fuck it, I just follow my old model. No need to get emotionally involved.
Forget Els. There is no sign from her that she is falling for me.
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I went out to visit the spa. Still not open.
I decided to eat Japanese with Mopey instead.
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