Let's put it this way, I cannot afford to waste my time on somebody who is not interested in me. I have to operate on a high ground. Right now the situation is very uncertain. Imagine, up to now I still don't know if she likes me or not. Let alone having the certainty that she loves me.
What am I? A doormat?
At some point of time I have to bite the bullet. However I have to be sure that she loves me. Only love somebody who loves you. Not somebody who you love.
With you I am very certain. So let me focus my energy and effort for us to make it.
Again, the book is the determining factor. Even that is not good enough. SHE IS NOT RECIPROCATING!
My problem it I put her on the pedestal. I treat her like she is like a China in my hand.
The truth is she treats me like dirt.
Enough of goofing around.
#traxxfm Coursera is down. So I thought of saying hi to you. Line was really bad today. DHL failed to send Forty Rules of Love to You. I asked them to resend. Let me know when you receive it.
This is a halfhearted attempt. Nevertheless, I am still putting some hope. Once it is confirmed that she is not interested in me, I will move on.
Right now my mindset is on the 3 lifetime goals. Els is no longer within my scope of interest. I just don't want to jump into the wrong conclusion about her.
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