The book delivery was not successful.
I begin to wonder if she rejected the book
I am losing patience with her. It's a good thing that I am taking a break from writing to her.
I think this next 2 months is a good time for me to decided to retain or let her go.
If we are going with the Songkhla plan, let it just be you and me. Three is a crowd. She is not reciprocating. Plus, I'm not sexually attracted to her.
Let's do this together Sarah.
Unless she thanks me for the book, then there is a no go sign. One last attempt to deliver the book and that's it. That is the moment of truth.
Somehow I lost interest in her. Mainly because I don't know what is her stand towards me.
With what I am willing to do, I don't deserve somebody who is nonreciprocating.
I might as well focus on our journey together. Plus, the pie is bigger if it's you who split with Lizzie.
I spoke to Lizzie about the apportionment just now. She is very pleased. Therefore the apportionment is my financial freedom. It is easier to justify having one more wife than two at a go. Economically it makes sense.
That way if you don't want to work, I can still support you. Then you can tag along when I conduct my classes.
It all depends on the delivery of this book.
Brb... Dinner.
The implication is big. It will determine whether I will compensate her in the next 10 years.
Now is the time the rubber meet the road. No more pussy footing around. This is commitment.
I am ready to commit time and resources for the next 10 years. That is a really serious commitment.
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