Friday, 3 July 2020

3/7/20 ***Doing away with Els and TraXX

Els is not comfortable with me.  So I might as well SNAP VANISH both from her and TraXX.

247 Continuous is doing fine.  I can do away with listening to the DJs talking.

What is my hook?  None other than being accepted.  My problem is I am a mental patient.  People fear people with a history of mental illness.

I might as well stay clear from her.  I only known her for 2 years.  I can still do damage control.

Furthermore, I am tired of a nonreciprocating relationship.

This is when resilience comes into play.



I can do this Sarah, I am tough as an oak.  I don't need a muse.  Especially if I am not well accepted.

I should not overstay my welcome.

After all I had managed my illness from 2016 to 2017 without a muse.

This assignment with Pal is my redemption.  If I do well here, I am amply rewarded.

Most importantly I need to get well.  Els is not the answer.

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