24/7/20 ^^^I decided to drop Els

This is my immediate decision; unless she send me an email in the future, I will have to consider that she is a loss cause.

As long as 247 Continuous works, I will not listen to TraXX.  That is the only way I break my addiction to her.  It is really an addiction.  There is no value in me continuing to pursue her.  I had put her high up there.

Radzi was right, she is just a cock teaser.  Nothing more than that.  There is no intellectual value to me right now.

She just make me feel like crap.  Simply a waste of my time.

I think I am more focused on my own.  I should not let my feeling get on the way.  I got to be objective.  If within this next 2 months there is nothing from her, then there is no relationship.

No Songkhla 2030 either.

Never mind, I will proceed with my 3 lifetime goals.  At the same time I will practice Ikigai.

I will boost my training days to 16 days a month.  Focus on work.  That way I will stay focused.

If I cannot be happy by being sine cera, I might as well find happiness in my passion.

No woman no cry.

Maybe love is elusive after all.  So instead of looking for somebody for me to love, I just love myself.  How do I do that?  I just indulge in a hedonistic lifestyle like everybody else.  That requires for me to earn a living.

Running is good. I will keep on pursuing health and happiness.  Whenever I feel like it, I'll go for a massage.

Definitely I need a sustainable model for the next 10 years.

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This is the time I put my philosophy into practice.  Live below my means and live in gratitude.  I had completed the first S Curve.  Next is to start building the momentum for the next 20 years.

What do I want to achieve?  Health and happiness.

Actually my 3 lifetime goals cover the core of my existence:

• Health - 63 kg and run 10 km/hour
• Wealth - RM1.5 million
• Happiness - live below my means and live in gratitude.

What does that mean?

I remain active throughout my life.  I continue working until I am in my old age.  I will not retire.  Occasionally I go for the Happy Ending Massage.  I drive a Perodua throughout my life.  I eat well once in a while.  Most of the time I eat OMAD Apple.  No debt.  I wear tailor made clothes to class.

 What are my indulgences?

• My watches
• Long Black at Dome
• Lasagna at Dome
• Burnt Cheesecake at Dome
• Unagi Bento
• Sashimi
• Red Lobster Seafood Platter

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