As much as I am a rare category, I have to accept that I am odd. Although that is the case, that should not derail me from the purpose I had set to achieve.
I gotta keep my goals simple.
Save RM10 k a month for the next 10 years. To do that I need to deliver 10 days of classes a month.
Deliver 10 : Save 10 : Next 10.
On a scale of 1 to 10 where is my energy level? I am a 6 right now.
Time to be level-headed.
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My weight had increased again, I need to watch what I eat.
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OK, I win one battle at a time. Right now I need to stay on track with Coursera.
I have to get rid of Els.
Finally, I need to get thin.
Let's not worry so much about being an Advocate.
What I need is love and money. When I have money, I can buy love.
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If I can conclude, I am crazy because I am wired that way. I feel very uncomfortable indeed. I am the weird one. I am nobody special.
In the end, there is nothing. All the ideals mean nothing. It's just me and my weird personality traits.
I need a sense of achievement. I need meaning.
Of course I am feeling this way because I am depressed.
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