6/8/20 ***Having the right mindset is very important for me

The new theme and the dark mode for my Gmail really set the tone.  I am now a no-nonsense professional with my thoughts.

I managed to go through 20 of the 40 Rules.  Don't feel like finishing it today.

I need to recompose my thoughts for me to proceed with my studies.

Thanks, Sarah, I really like my Gmail layout.  It gives me a sense of purpose.

On the professional level, sharudinj@gmail.com is a mature me while sharudin.training@gmail.com is my rebirth.  I really like the themes and dark mode.

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I still keep my little black book for my most intimate thoughts.  This is my most recent entry:

I got back the Forty Rules of Love from Kinokuniya.

That marks the end of my infatuation with Els.

Not only that, but it also marks the beginning of [Songkhla 2030].

I am now a Millionaire in Motion.  

Therefore I got to start thinking like an Expert:  I don't give a fuck & I don't fuck up.  

Gone are the days of me chasing after pussies.   

All that matters is my Tetrahedron.

• Lizzie
• Sarah
• Princess
• Mopey

I will be in deep trouble if Lizzie ever finds my Little Black Book LOL.

Normally she doesn't meddle with my stuff.  My worry is I am dead before I can dispose of the book.  Anyway, I intend to keep the Little Black Book until Songkhla 2030.  The blog can be overwhelming for me to review.  This way I can revisit my most intimate thoughts on the fly.  I also can draw in there.

8 more minutes and I start my study again.

Be mindful Sarah, when I said I am a Millionaire in Motion, I am talking about Abundance Mentality.  I am talking about giving my best effort to my Tetrahedron.  The rest out there doesn't matter.  You all are my inner sanctum.

Even giving money to my mom is nothing more than to make sure that she is not going to make noise about me being a renegade.  I am buying her fealty.  

Nobody else matters except the Tetrahedron.  Even me wearing the Kasa/Kada is just winning Pal's fealty.  I don't think the Sikhs are anywhere near my ideal as a Samurai.  However, they are the closest that I can get to join a warrior clan.  Pal wanted me to visit the gurdwara.  I don't like the idea at all.  In my mind, *[] (I) am still the spirit of Musashi awakens.

* Yes baby, I live by the Nine Precepts.  Not some Punjabi jackshit.  They are so self-absorb with their Guru Gobind Singh's teaching.  I, however, revere Musashi as the greatest warrior and teacher of all time.  That's because he had a proven track record:

 I even put Musashi higher than Lao Tzu in terms of his philosophy.  Too bad the Book of Five Rings is not that exciting.  Like I said I only choose the core tenets of the other beliefs and fuse them into my belief:

• Zen - Do Good, Do No Harm.  Paradox Thinking
• Sufism - To love the Creator, you got to love the creations
• Islam - Fasting, and infaq
• Sikhism - Pray, work, give

Three Golden Rules which Sikhs follow are to remember God constantly, to earn an honest livelihood, and to share their earnings with everyone through charity.

Note, the most complete tenet is the Nine Precepts.  The rest are auxiliary.

I have my ideals, Sarah,  As far as I'm concern, a warrior walks alone.  Sikhs can join me.  I am not joining them.  This is just a deception.

However, I like the concept of Kara/Kada.  It's to remind us of the oneness of God.

The Kara symbolizes eternity reminding a Sikh that God has no beginning or end. It also signifies that a Sikh is linked to the Guru.

In this case, my guru and my master is Miyamoto Musashi.

OK baby, I exceeded my study time.  I'll talk to you later.

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