1/8/20 ^^^Permission to myself to be who I am

Hi Sarah, as you can see the past 24 hours is me tying up the loose ends for my Thought Invasion scheme.  In the end I only managed to rope in Pal.  The rest are not up to par with my thoughts.

So I shall SNAP VANISH with all current contacts.

Not up to par.

So I take a rest.  I don't think I am getting the message across.

Also I was in a stressful situation.

I remember how divergent is Major Amin's thoughts.  I don't think people are ready to deal with my thoughts.  It is not normal.  And yet it is not a racy thought or a hypomania.  It's just the way it is.

So let's recap:

• I was already under a lot of stress
• I need to forgo Information Warfare
• I need a break from the WhatsApp before I go overboard
• Just complete the Session Plan and go back to the Science of Success

Why do I have this illness Sarah?

I have to follow Munek's advise and do not over commit myself.

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Let's analyze when I started to go wrong.  I started talking about religion.  That is the main taboo.  I started talking about my past.  And I was on SOCIAL MEDIA!

All these are triggers for me.

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