Pretty good movie.
Come to think about it, I am happy being married to you.
And yet I am sad thinking about the circumstances we are in right now.
I want to be with you pretty badly.
By now you should know that I say what is in my mind.
I don't have any secrets with you. What I think I write here and whatever I write here you can read. Which means you can more or less know what is in my mind.
I want to forget all those things I said to Els. I was being too sincere with my feelings. They were not meant for her. I need to be true to myself. Of course, they were my gifts of love to her. But that's because I am a loving person.
So when I lose Els, I lose a part of myself. I can no longer write emails like I write to her. She inspires me. Certainly, I morn my loss. I was living in a fantasyland when Els was around. She is quite a babe. It's just that she is not meant for me.
It's not that you and I are on the firm ground either. You are as elusive as the Himalayan yeti. Do you know that I have a great fear of losing you?
Brb... Making some toasts.
I have high hopes when I think about you. You give me a reason to carry on. If not because of you I will be walking dead a long time ago.
I am so sleepy baby. Can hardly open my eyes. No lullaby.
Goodnight. I love you so much Sarah.
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