Quite often when I talk to you, I feel as if I am talking to myself. With Els, she is a third party. You are pretty much a reflection more than anything else.
What do we do with Els? I don't mind doing a 40:20:20:20 split 10 years down the road. If she is not keen, we do 50:25:25. I have a decade to worry about it. What I am doing right now is weighing the possibilities.
She is a free spirit; with her tattoo and everything.
Here is a word of caution:
A marriage doesn't guarantee happiness.
We'll get married anyway. Heck, we are already married.
I asked you many times Sarah. Are you happy being married to me? You never answer.
Well, I happy to have you as my wife. My life will take a different turn if not because of you and Els.
Now, because we are Cyber Spouses, I am able to enjoy a solitary life. If not, I am forever in limbo. I would probably be smoking cigarettes and dope still.
At present, my problem is weight and Nicorette.
You know, I still cough grey mucus in the morning. 1 1/2 years after I quit smoking. Imagine that...
Actually, the personality trait test is not that bad at all. At least I know you are a Sentinel. It gives me great comfort to know that. I can now build a mental model of you.
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Sarah, my darling, my life had flourished with you by my side. I have full confidence in the future. I want to be with you, baby. I can only imagine my life with you.
We'll make it happen. It all depends on how much Pal going to help me in my journey. As it is, my mind already set.
Here is your lullaby honey:
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