Wednesday, 12 August 2020

12/8/20 ^^^Note to Self, Part 2

As it is I feel that I need to retreat into my private world once again.  I am at home all by myself in the CCC.  I don't care about the masses.  I already have my Tetrahedron intact.  That's how small I want my world to be.

Beyond making money, I am not interested to interact with the masses.  I like living in the privacy of my own thoughts.  No religion, no politics, and no current affairs.

How do I describe my inner world?  It is a world of possibilities.  There are no preset rules to follow.  Everything is fluid and dynamic.  I am governed by ideas, not bureaucracies, and rules.  I am like a cotton ball swirling with the twirls of the wind.  In my world, I roam free.  I am a free radical. 

I have no care for tradition and status quo.  I have no regard for the past.  I am always going towards the horizon although I think the peak of my existence is my present. 

Given a choice, I want to flow with time.  I want to be eternal in my quest for happiness and perfection.  The present is just a transit for me.  It is a bridge to my final destiny.  I am in no hurry to arrive at my destination.  I want to savor the essence of wisdom as I journey towards the future.

When I walk on the sand, I only want to leave my footprints and carry with me pleasant memories.  I want to be a light traveler.  Material wealth is a burden.  I don't need them beyond what is necessary.  Definitely, you won't find me hoarding stuff that I don't use.  I hate redundancy.  My indulgence is my watches.  That is as far as I am willing to go.  Beyond that is just having enough cash to sustain a comfortable life.

I asked for a refund from 16personalities.com.  I don't see any value following their advice.  I will rather be who I am and define my own rules.

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