Monday, 3 August 2020

3/8/20 ^^^I think I just chill tonight

I had overexposed myself.  That is not good.  What do I get out of it?  Another disappointment.

Already people are not easy with me being forthright about about my illness.

What do I really want Sarah?  I want to be accepted for who I am.  And who will that might be?  None other than who I was 20 years ago.

Should I just forgo that?  Just RIP CORD and move on?

Just take it that the first S Curve is over.  Next is to focus on the future.

The truth is I am suckered into invading another thoughts.  Already I got Hamzah Jamal, Ang Kee Sim and Abu Bakar Ngah into my camp.

I guess what matters now is to make a lot of money.

Then all my pussy issues will be resolved.

I went overboard with Farha.  I should not reveal who I am.  Now what?  Awkwaaard...

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Sarah my darling wife, am I crazy or the world is hazy?  I don't really know.  However what I do know that we should follow wherever the argument leads - Socrates.

In my case, I shall follow where Iron Maiden latest album leads. 

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