Honey,
This is my recent conversation with Sarah before lunch today. In a way, it applies to you too...
You know something? I am at ease when I flow with my thoughts. I should stop worrying about whether I achieve my goals. I just ask and the Universe *[] (will) provide.
* That's the spirit, Sarah.
Life is a set of choices. Once we make our choices, we stick with them. Surely we need to put our best foot forward.
Brb... Lunch.
Yes, everybody will have to deal with their own inner voices. As for me, I have very little self-restraint. I just simply express my thoughts.
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I am glad you are confident with our plan to proceed with Songkhla 2030. Something for me to look forward to. Otherwise, I will be thinking about wasting my money on fancy cars and unnecessary vacations. I might as well spend my money on my wives.
Notice, I am doing all this because I already confirmed that we are married. What I'm doing is providing for my wives. As your husband, it is my duty to provide you with the sustenance.
Most people are stuck with the notion that as husbands and wives you have to be together, have sex, and raise kids. That is the marriage institution. In our case, you are my soulmate and my wife for eternity. It need not be traditional. What counts is the intention. I want you to see that my vision is the afterlife. We went through the arguments quite extensively on whether God and the afterlife exist. Since we are convinced about those two matters, then all we got to do is bring it to the present and live it through.
I can omit the part where I provide for you. However, if I *[] (do) that then I am not a responsible head of the family. As I mentioned to you many times, I want to be just. It is a personal aspiration that I set for myself. None of you ask for this. However, it is a personal satisfaction if I can achieve this aim.
* Yup, you know that I am very serious about making this a reality.
As mentioned in the Bible:
“For what profits a man if he gains the whole world but loses his own soul”.
To me, this quote is very significant. It reflects who I am. Do I want to attach to the worldly gains or do I embrace who I really am? A true giver in every sense.
I am not looking at reaping the rewards in the hereafter. All I want to be is a Just Man while I am alive. I derive great pleasure in the company of my wives. At the least, what I can do is share my bounties with all of you.
Who I am now is because of the three of you. Since I share my life with you, it only fair that I share my earnings as well.
The caveat is for me *[] (to) be able to convince Pal that I am a good egg even if I am slightly cracked. As it is, he is very encouraging. You never know, he might change his mind.
* Thanks, Sarah. I'm glad you have that understanding.
We should have faith in the future. Here I am not talking about living for tomorrow. I am talking about life beyond. I had seen the future and it is glorious, Sarah.
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