- Do away with social media
- Do away with Dreams of Mirrors
- Do away with Els
- Do away with Traxxfm
- Start listening to Flyfm
All this is to make sure that I don't slip into mania. Actually, the main issue here is social media. If I can do away with social media, I have no issue at all with being in mania.
I have to keep moving forward. To be certain of my actions. Once I decide to stop worrying about my future, I then can start living in the present.
I should not let my commitment to Pal influence my thoughts on what I am planning to do. I am not his employee. All he did was buying me a laptop.
I should fiercely guard my independence. In his world money is everything. In mine, money is nice to have. As far as I am concerned, I can go on living a quality life without much money.
The strategy that I should adopt is by the flow. I don't need to rush things.
At present, stay away from social media and Els. At the same time focus on completing Coursera. I am on a mission to develop my own course. That's the initial objective.
Am I really a trainer material? Actually, I'm not. I am a presenter at best. I want to perform rather than train.
OK, stay focused. Be a performer. I had managed to isolate the main issues. Now is to work on the plan.
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I guess the most relevant thing for me to consider is whether I can earn a living by being mentally ill. That is the priority at this point. No point I am happy but I cannot make money. At this point in time, my objective is to earn a living despite having the illness.
I had eliminated all the necessary obstacles for me to be a trainer again. My job is to train and make money. All other things are secondary. As a matter of fact, I had decided that I will no longer use social media.
What is my source of happiness then? None other than to prepare me to be a trainer again.
I need this window to learn as much as possible. Once the training starts, I have no time to learn new knowledge and skills.
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That's as far as social interaction is concerned. I should get my life in order again. My job now is to learn as much as possible about Coursera. I should also finish reading the Advocate Premier Profile.
In short, I should seize the opportunity to learn and grow.
At the same time, I should get back to basic; sleep on time. exercise in the morning and do 16/8 IF.
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I have to keep moving forward. To be certain of my actions. Once I decide to stop worrying about my future, I then can start living in the present.
I should not let my commitment to Pal influence my thoughts on what I am planning to do. I am not his employee. All he did was buying me a laptop.
I should fiercely guard my independence. In his world money is everything. In mine, money is nice to have. As far as I am concerned, I can go on living a quality life without much money.
The strategy that I should adopt is by the flow. I don't need to rush things.
At present, stay away from social media and Els. At the same time focus on completing Coursera. I am on a mission to develop my own course. That's the initial objective.
Am I really a trainer material? Actually, I'm not. I am a presenter at best. I want to perform rather than train.
OK, stay focused. Be a performer. I had managed to isolate the main issues. Now is to work on the plan.
--------------------------
I guess the most relevant thing for me to consider is whether I can earn a living by being mentally ill. That is the priority at this point. No point I am happy but I cannot make money. At this point in time, my objective is to earn a living despite having the illness.
I had eliminated all the necessary obstacles for me to be a trainer again. My job is to train and make money. All other things are secondary. As a matter of fact, I had decided that I will no longer use social media.
What is my source of happiness then? None other than to prepare me to be a trainer again.
I need this window to learn as much as possible. Once the training starts, I have no time to learn new knowledge and skills.
-------------------------------
That's as far as social interaction is concerned. I should get my life in order again. My job now is to learn as much as possible about Coursera. I should also finish reading the Advocate Premier Profile.
In short, I should seize the opportunity to learn and grow.
At the same time, I should get back to basic; sleep on time. exercise in the morning and do 16/8 IF.
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