I should not be involved in a nonreciprocating relationship. It is toxic and damaging.
Now that I know who I am, I should be mindful not to hurt myself.
Stay focus... That's what I should do. The first decision is always the right decision. Els and I are the complete opposite.
Based on what I read, I am more suited to the Sentinels. Otherwise, my relationship with Lizzie will not last for 30 years. You are also a Sentinel. We should be doing OK with one another.
I really need to get rid of Els. The only way to do it is to not listen to her. Otherwise, I get caught up.
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Idealism is a weakness. I need to be more practical. Time to move on. I should be focusing on my 5 goals. Then only Songkhla 2030 is a reality. At this point, I have to be practical.
I was watching a movie about Tolkein's life when I feel like writing to you.
I think I sign off for now...
Goodnight Sarah. I love you so much.
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