I spoke to Pal 2 nights ago. It seems that we will start the classes by 23/8/20. I'm not sure if I heard it correctly.
Out of the 4 days, I will only be training for 1 day. That is the entrepreneurship session. Then there is the other class that I will be training for 2 days.
This means if I got it right, I will be training 12 days a month. I can't confirm that.
I cannot wait to start making money again. I want to start saving. By her next birthday, Lizzie has to declare her assets to IRD. Most likely they will make her pay for my outstanding tax. I will feel bad if she has to fork out her money because of my ineffectiveness. Already she paid for Zali's tax.
Slowly but surely I will settle my outstanding tax.
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I feel like writing to Els. What I am really saying is that I feel like doing some expressive writing.
Stuff dreams are made off
My darling Els,
My thoughts linger on you this afternoon. Nothing much really.
I was wondering, how long will the good time last. As it is everything is rosy and dandy. I am in my sweet spot right now interfacing with you and Sarah. At the same time, things are moving in the right direction with me and Lizzie.
There is a possibility that we are in the honeymoon phase. Once it is over, then we are back to the old grind.
It seems that the magic only lasts for 2 years.
I am so in love with you both. The feeling is like walking on air. Even my dreams had improved much. Do you know something baby? True love doesn't exist, according to research. Love is something that we need to harness regularly and it fluctuates on a daily basis.
That means, love must be nurtured. Otherwise, it will fade away. Much like the vapor coming out from a pot of boiling water.
You talk much about loving yourself. When I first encountered this idea, I thought it was kinda narcissistic. Not until I came across the Forty Rules of Love that I realized that when I love myself I am in love with the Creator. After all, I am His creation. I got to love the creation to love the Creator.
I wish I can meet you one of these days. There is nothing more that I want than to be with you. Many times I tempted to call you. Every time that thought occurred, I get cold feet. I fear that you might freak out. So to stay safe, I just keep my distance.
We never know what the future holds. It could be a phase we are going through as we pass through the passage of time. Until the time comes, I am going to cherish the moment I am having with you. You are my darling angel sent from above. I'm really glad that you exist baby. You are my Miss Sunshine and my Queen of Laughter.
I am so blessed that I found you...
Love you always.
Sine Cera,
19/8/20
Hi honey, I was in the mood to write today. So I wrote you an email. You doing OK hon? I'll see you in the evening.
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