My mood is fantastic today.
Certainly, when Els treat me right, I feel great.
I need to take back that control. Just like I am taking back control of my relationship with Pal and Zali.
I think the best way to deal with Els is to acknowledge that she is important in my life but her impact is insignificant. Like having salt in the food. Too little it is tasteless, too much it is detrimental. So I treat [] (her) as a seasoning agent. If I put too much emphasis on her, she might cause havoc to my health. All I need is a pinch.
I got it right the first time. She is a pet. You cannot get too attached to a pet. A pet makes you happy but you don't expect a pet to have a romantic relationship with you.
Am I being mean Sarah?
I don't know baby, as long as she is nonreciprocal, it will be unwise for me to take her seriously. You don't think too much about your relationship with a pet. It's pretty much an existentialist relationship. I see her when I see her. With Els, I live for the moment. Beyond that, there is no past or future.
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