I don't have the urge to smoke cigarettes of dope. However, I feel under the weather and I feel that by chewing Nicorette I will get better.
It's like people who are addicted to heroin. They rationalize to go for the fix rather than withstand the discomfort of the cessation.
For example, the further away I am from nicotine, the better I am. However, I got to withstand the withdrawal period.
So these next few days, just bear with the down cycle. Never touch nicotine ever again. Last year I quit cigarettes. I did not quit nicotine. I am still a nicotine addict. For 41 years I was hooked on nicotine. This is where I draw the line. Enough is enough.
Here is the basic question, "Does a person who is not addicted to anything live a happier life?"
I think those without addiction are happier human beings because they are not hooked to any form of substance. Once you are hooked to something, you are not free anymore.
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