Wednesday, 16 September 2020

16/9/20 ^^^Riding melancholy

I am now experimenting with 3-in-1 coffee to beat the blues.

Basically, I want to find out if I can beat depression without depending on Nicorette.

I am currently experimenting with cupcakes as well.

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I concluded that 18 days is not sufficient to beat depression.

At this point, I have to decide, do I stop here or do I continue to 45 days.

I got to break this melancholy.  Let me persist although it is tempting.

I survived Day 12.  I survived Day 14.  This is not as bad.  This is my first successful day on OMAD.

I need to win this battle.  The only way is to beat nicotine.  That's all there is.  I am hooked to nicotine for 41 years.  All it takes is for me to fight this war for the next 3 1/2 months.

I need a new neuro pathway.  That only takes 45 days.  Not 3 months.

In the mean time I got to beat depression, low dopamine.

How do I beat that?  Sleep, eat and exercise.  I got to be patient and persistent.

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