>>>#24/9/20 The rippling effect of the warhead

 If my objective is to win over Sazali, I believe I had done it.

I had resolved one of the most regretted resentments in my life, the feeling of being backstabbed by the person I trusted.

So I forgive, forget, and forgo. 

Sharudin Jamal

@sharudinjamal

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@elsDines

@traxxfmofficial

#traxxfm Hi honey, today I resolved one of the most regretted resentments in my life, the feeling of being backstabbed by the person I trusted.

The real test is if he texts me back after this.

Nobody else matters at this point in my life except Pal since he is the one that will give me business.

So I have to trust Pal.  The point is, I need to pace myself and carve a niche for myself.

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Sharudin Jamal

@sharudinjamal

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@elsDines

@traxxfmofficial

#traxxfm After 25 days, I started on Nicorette again. I need to weigh between getting hooked and maintain a positive mindset. I decided to choose the latter.

The idea is not to get hooked.

Sharudin Jamal

@sharudinjamal

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@elsDines

@traxxfmofficial

#traxxfm You know the story hon... The Paradox Principle: For things to change there must be stability. Now the politics is not stable, so is my ability to deliver my classes.

After 2 Nicorette, I am mentally stable again.

Personally, I think I need the Nicorette.  Otherwise, my judgment is affected by dark depression.

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Basically, I had launched my warhead on the 20/9/20.  I had reconciled with Zali.  I had established my footing as the proponent of Mental Health.

What is my leverage now?  Only three things:

• Continue with Coursera and develop Mental Health and Positive Psychology
• Translate my eBook in Bahasa and sell through the digital influencer network
• Wait for PENJANA program to happen

Other than that is over-committing myself.

I should not stop Nicorette at this point.  The environment is still not conducive for me to manage my mental condition to deal with the dark depression.

So basically the warhead is to sieve my network.  Now I have 3 emphatic listeners:

• Sazali
• Chot
• Uji

I say the 20/9/20 launch is a success.  Now is to get back on track with Coursera.

Definitely, I need Nicorette.

I have 8 more really good friends. 

1. Tamunif
2. Gogo
3. Zizi
4. Harry
5. Norazdi
6. Pal
7. RR
8. BJ

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