If I understand you correctly Sarah, you *[] (are) never far away from me on a daily basis.
* Not sure if this is your intervention. Nevertheless, I take it as it is since it is contextually appropriate.
I need to feel your presence baby. These past few days were not that bad. I managed to overcome the minor depression I was having. Still, I was wondering about you. I was thinking that the economic crisis finally got to you and you were in some kind of trouble. It was a scary thought.
Other than that, this OMAD protocol is a liberation. I don't miss the 3-in-1 coffee anymore although I am tempted to take a bite of the banana cake. Then as I was looking at it, I realized it is nothing more than sugar and flour. When I see the true nature of the banana cake, straight away I got turned off.
Food is for survival I said. I should only eat food that nourishes me. Furthermore, the banana cake is part of the Sugar Addiction that I want to get rid of.
If I can forget about the pleasure of the 3-in-1 coffee, I should be able to stay away from the banana cake as well. Those are Sweet Poisons. Instead, I took 2 pinches of salt.
Now is 3:15 pm. I am feeling a slight hunger pang. Let's time for how long it will last.
Hunger is a bully.
I am also refraining myself from consuming the sugarless gum. At the moment, it is just water.
The weather is a bit gloomy. It had been raining. I intend to exercise around 5:00 pm today depending on when the rain stops.
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10 minutes had passed, I am still feeling the Hunger Void, the depression because I abstain myself like I did with nicotine. It is not real hunger. Just a feeling of void.
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I just ruffled Sazali's feather:
[3:41 PM, 9/20/2020] sharudinj: Zali, aku nak tanya... Apasal kau split dengan Pal?
[3:42 PM, 9/20/2020] sharudinj: Aku baru tahu tahun ni
[3:42 PM, 9/20/2020] Sazali Mohd Taib: hmmmm...kalau cerita membuka aib dia...
[3:43 PM, 9/20/2020] sharudinj: Cerita sikit lah, at least aku dapat 2 sides to the story
[3:44 PM, 9/20/2020] Sazali Mohd Taib: pal ada cerita ke?
[3:44 PM, 9/20/2020] sharudinj: Of course dia cerita version dia lah...
[3:47 PM, 9/20/2020] sharudinj: Pasal kau tak setuju dia dengan engkau tak equitable apportionment. Aku pun tak faham sangat...
[3:53 PM, 9/20/2020] Sazali Mohd Taib: not like that bro...kalau tak setuju tak kan 20 tahun kitaorang remain partners...donno where to start...or should i start...?
[3:56 PM, 9/20/2020] sharudinj: just explain to me the principle behind it pun OK. After all, I am about to enter into a relationship with him. At least there should be a lesson learned somewhere.
[3:57 PM, 9/20/2020] sharudinj: For example do I need to have everything in writing?
As far as I am concerned, they deserve each other. I am not going to pick sides. It is better the devil that you know than the devil that you don't.
So the story is, Pal embezzled the company's money to buy personal assets.
On top of that, I am not comfortable with his compulsive lyings.
He is taking advantage of me.
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