I am still a nicotine addict.
I didn't progress from last year. I am still hooked on nicotine.
So nothing to do but sleep.
I keep reminding myself that this is the 6th day and I got less than 2 weeks to go.
This time when I quit, I am quitting dope for good as well.
Everything is very recent, the 3 Cs 2019, recovery from Bipolar May 2020, and quit Nicorette Sept 2020.
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I feel lethargic and slightly agitated.
I'm also salivating frantically.
Do I break the bronco or do the bronco break me?
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Oh yeah, without Nicorette, I am more somber and realistic.
I feel slightly down too. The salivating comes in waves. When it comes, I feel like dropping everything and chew a Nicorette. However, I know *[that] that is just a passing thing.
* Baby, I feel so terrible about myself. I know, if I chew Nicorette, everything will be cheerful again. But I want to break the bronco. I know, after 2 weeks I will be OK.
All these are just withdrawal symptoms. If I persist, it will go away after 2 weeks.
I am experiencing a slight headache right now.
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