12/9/20 ***Now I am bored

The situation has not improved much.  I sleep a lot and from agitated, I am now being bored.

Will the situation continue to improve?

I hope so.  Because I am tempted to chew a piece of Nicorette.

The only thing that's holding me back is the notion that *[] (situation) will be further improved after 3 months.

* You think so huh?

I contacted Pal.  As usual, he promised to call back but never did.  So I will mark today as the last day I contact him.  I can conclude that Pal is not walking his talk.

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Sarah, these past 2 weeks my life had been shit.

I cannot dream big.

I am stuck in a rut.

I'll go to McD and get something sweet to eat.

I changed my mind.  I had an anchovy bun instead.

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