Everything about the wedding is not right. The food, the company, the setting. I hate everything.
I just want to be left alone.
Should I stop the cessation?
I better not. If I stop now I will be consuming Nicorette for the rest of my life.
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It's like heroin. The only way to break the addiction is to stop taking it. Relapse is not an option.
This time it is really bad. I am so depressed that I feel to simply take the Nicorette. However, I resisted by taking banana bread and 3-in-1 coffee.
I need to break the bronco.
Three months to go. That's the price I got to pay.
This will be my biggest achievement for 2020.
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