After 2 weeks, agitation is now turning into boredom
I have to assume that the whole journey takes 3 months.
Patience and persistence will eventually pay off.
Nicotine is the top 4 most addictive drug next to cocaine, heroin, alcohol, and methamphetamine.
I must put up an all-out fight. I was hooked to nicotine for 41 years. What are another 3 months?
I need to stabilize my brain chemical once again. I also have to worry about paliperidone.
It is not natural for people to become depressed over nothing.
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Therefore if I have to chew Nicorette to feel good, then there is something wrong with the way my brain is wired. I need to correct that.
I need to kill the Nico Demon. I gotta break the bronco. Yes, the void is looming. These are the common signs. It's the same process as quitting cigarettes. Just because it is no longer about smoking, quitting should be different. Not at all. Nicotine is still nicotine.
This is my top priority. I must get over the slump and be happy again. Then only I get thin.
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I decided to forget about Pal. So far, it's the money going out with him. No money coming in the past 4 months.
Actually, I don't mind that. What pisses me off is he did not keep to his word to call me back. That happens to many times.
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