Sunday, 13 September 2020

13/9/20 ^^^This is depression

2 weeks had passed, now depression is showing its ugly face.

I can fight depression.  I just need to know for how long.

Will it last for 3 months?

Much like the quit, the fight is one day at a time.  Today I almost give up.  The thing that keeps me going is I want to get well.  I want to get rid of depression the natural way.

I am a real cowboy.  I will break the bronco in 3 months' time.

After being hooked for 41 years, it's time to break the habit.  Otherwise, it's an RM900 a month habit.

This is the fight.  I intend to win this time.  This is my biggest battle for 2020.  This is my win for the year.  I got to win over nicotine.

I need to win back my voice of reason.  I need to be in charge of my life.

Let's look at it this way.  After 1 1/2 years, I still cough dark phlegm.  That is the effect of smoking for 40 years.

I DON'T like the taste of Nicorette.  Chewing it makes me dizzy.  I want to live a healthy life.

Here is the game plan.  I need to overcome depression.

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