These few days had been a discomfort. I was under the weather *with[] (without) Nicorette.
* I think I am over the slump now.
Let's see if I am inspired to write to Els.
My darling Els,
I really enjoyed your company last night. I got my cup filled to the brim.
Just when I thought we had hit rock bottom, you came shining through. Do you think our relationship will endure honey?
I want it to last forever. However, it is up to you really. Are you the committed type or you are just jinak merpati (pigeon tame)?
Jinak merpati makan ditangan;
Dipanggil mari, ditangkap lari.
Pigeon tame eats from the palm;
Call it comes, catch it will flee.
By now you should realize that I am here for the long haul.
I want Songkhla 2030 to happen. The only way it doesn't happen is if you don't want it to happen. Otherwise, I am focusing my efforts to make it into a reality.
One other remote possibility is I cannot deliver 10 days a month of training. That is quite remote. If it happens in that manner then business must be really bad.
Els honey, let's proceed with the journey and enjoy the scenery along the way. This is a slow and steady climb. Have faith that we will get there.
What matters is for you to know that I care for you and I want you to be happy.
If I want to account for all the possible failures, there are plenty of red flags I have to consider. However, I love you so much and I want this to be a success. Therefore there is no other way around it. For the next 10 years, I need to focus on my deliverables.
I don't have any issue with working at leisure and save 2/3 of my earning for the cause. What bugs me is not knowing if you stand by me. Also, I don't know how long will the effect of the pandemic be. Based on Pal's business forecast, things look promising. But then, that is just a forecast.
To put it into perspective, I am at point zero right now. I am neither in debt nor I am earning. I didn't plan for all these. I thought when I retire, I will quietly enjoy my retirement and live happily ever after. Now it is *[about] no longer the case. I got to move North.
* If I understand this, Sarah, you are saying that it is still about living happily ever after.
This is a team effort. Songkhla 2030 is a midpoint. From there we have another 10 years to go. So it is very important that we align our financial goals towards *w[an]t (what) you deem as Ikigai.
* Alright Sarah. This is known as the Hoshin Plan. We align everybody from top to bottom. It will be a collective effort.
Of course, it will be nice to inherit wealth or marry into it. I am neither rich nor famous. However, I have specialized knowledge and the ability to communicate it. That qualifies me as a person with Unlimited Power - Anthony Robbins, Unlimited Power.
This is not about me wanting to get laid either. I can do that at a fraction of the cost and with wider options. You must understand honey, I am trying my best to keep the flock together. If I cannot change the world, suffice I am only accountable for those whom I care for.
I feel that if we can plan for 20 years (*a[s] (at) least for me), then I can cruise while I Ikigai from that point on. I have no intention to retire. Once you retire, you are Pencen Tunggu Mati (Pension Waiting for Death).
* Righto Sarah. I think Els is on the same page with this one. At least I confirm hearing her twice saying that she is the type that enjoys working.
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Basically, time will flow and I will follow. The plan had already been set. Now is to let nature takes its course.
Love you always.
Sine Cera,
5/9/20
Ah... No water day. I decided to spend time writing an email instead of fretting. Today I am in the mood for youtube.com/watch?v=WbSxzq The bass guitar in this song is really wicked.
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