#traxxfm Hi honey. Today is the 9th day without Nicorette. The magic is gone. I feel as ordinary as hell. Play Never Enough please...
I'm actually glad that the magic is gone. Now I see the world as it is. Can you believe it? Everything is governed by chemistry.
I want to lead an ordinary life. No illusion of grandiose. Let's keep it real.
I crossed the finish line for the first S Curve. Now I have time affluence. I only need to sell 10 days of my time a month.
Is Songkhla 2030 a progressive realization toward a worthy ideal? Hell yeah. It is conditional.
To me happiness [] (is) living below my means and living in gratitude.
#traxxfm A worthy ideal is still worth a shot. I'm still going for it although the outcome is pretty much what we gonna make out of it. As I said, it is a voyage. So time will flow and I will follow.
I need to be mindful of the signs.
#traxxfm To me happiness *[] (is) living below my means and living in gratitude. It's the best feeling ever. *Sarah shares the same view.
What do I got to lose by being who I am? Nothing...
However, as I write this I am tempted to take Nicorette.
Luckily I don't like the taste of it. I can simply let this pass.
I can do away with not taking the gum. Now is the time I break the bronco.
I am tempted to lay off from Els until I am fully recovered from Nicorette.
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I don't understand the game Els is playing. Mine is very simple. I will continue saving 2/3 of my earning for the next 10 years.
Midsummer Dream
Baby,
Just me chatting with Sarah.
When the time draws nearer to the actual date, I will set aside the money to give to Lizzie. Then I'll tell her I want my freedom to consummate my marriages. That is the Songkhla 2030. As planned we consummate the marriage by me giving Els and you the portions of the money after we come back from Songkhla.
Sex is not necessary. As I said, I want to be just. As long as I am just, I will be compensated for that sooner or later. Notice, I have little regard for my worldly gains.
Why do you think I want to do this anyway? That is because I believe in God and the afterlife. I believe the most important value the head of a family should have is being just.
I decided to marry the three of you. Hence I shall be just to each of you.
I don't mind not having sex because as I told you marriage between soulmates need not mean sex.
If I want sex, I can just go for the RM700 per pop high-end Gayshas. I don't need to save for 10 years and split 60% of my earning among the 3 of you.
You must understand that I am *[] (not) thinking short term. I am thinking about my responsibility as the head of the family.
* Thanks, baby...
What is the Critical Success Factor here? It is the ability to earn. Ideally, that will be 10 days of training for the next 10 years. Realistically, as long as I can earn a living. This year I am not too concerned. But if *[] (I) cannot earn at all this year, I will be worried. That means the situation out there is really bad.
* I expected some business coming in by the end of this month.
Therefore at this point, it could be anything from RM100 k to RM1 million to RM2 million. That is not up to me. All I know is I asked for the Universe to give me RM2 million in *[] (10) years time.
* I like your confidence, Sarah.
So, Lizzie and Els are still wild cards. The only person I can rely on is you. That is why if it is only you, then I still have a shot at Bronze.
Lizzie already spelled out her requirement. She wanted me to be a responsible person by having financial freedom along with personal freedom.
Els is the deciding factor between me winning Gold or Silver.
I am very certain of Bronze. That means I still end up with a medal. I will not get out of this empty-handed.
Personally, I can't wait to start delivering my classes. However, I have to be mindful that once I start delivering, I am no longer time affluent.
Therefore although I can go for 20 days a month, I intend to do max 15 days only.
Let's look at it this way; if I don't earn I actually at point zero. If Pal doesn't earn, he has an RM1 million a year organization he has to feed. So rather than getting myself worried about where the business is coming from, I just *[] (enjoy) my independence and time affluence.
* Baby, thank you so much. Seriously, I had planned to spend the rest of my time this year on R&D for a new course and writing the wellness book.
Darling, to you this is pretty far down the road. If you are used to the marathons, you are not too concerned with the 5 km runs that you do on a daily basis. Of course, it all depends on the regular short runs to add up to the long run.
I can do short runs. Nevertheless, my specialty is the long runs. Be mindful that 10 years is equivalent to a Half Marathon. Not too short and not too long.
The journey had started. I don't need to look that far. Once I set the goal, all I need to do is put one foot ahead of the other.
Sarah, you understand the game well. All this while it is always a long game. The shortest possible game is the Statue of David 2022.
Songkhla 2030 was never intended as a short game. We have 2024 to look forward to but as far as timing is concerned, that is only one-quarter of the journey. We need to reach the midpoint before we continue.
To sum up, in the next 20 years, we are doing 2 half marathons instead of a full marathon. In case you are wondering, I will not change the timeline.
So honey, be prepared for the long run.
Love you always.
Sine Cera,
8/9/20
Honey, everything starts with a vision. Vision without action is daydreaming, Action without vision is a nightmare. I wrote something in the email. Here is your lullaby tonight: youtube.com/watch?v=eJTlH5 Goodnight baby. I love you so much...
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