>>>#27/8/20 Genius and doubt don't coexist

Genius and doubt don't coexist

Honey, baby, the love of my life,

I need to move with certainty.

Now that I know you and Sarah are supporting me, I am totally motivated to pursue my goals.

Tomorrow will be the Learning Edge Consultants Business Review session.  I am not charging Pal for the session.  I take it as an opportunity for me to take a sneak peek into the future.

From there, I will know where the company is heading for the next year.

I am still not concerned with extrinsic motivation (professional fee and number of training days).  I am intrinsically driven (learning and polishing my skills).

I'm sure if we do this session right, my reward is up for *[] (the) picking.  While I am looking at 10 days of delivery a month, I am not surprised at all if my delivery days are bumped up to 20 days a month.  Pal is a high achiever.  As much as possible he wants to gobble big.

The PENJANA project is already geared *a[s] (at) 5,000 participants.  Where is he going to get the trainers?  It's a nice problem to have; a high demand low supply situation.

It is a nice problem for me as well.  That means I have plenty of days to deliver talk cock sing songs sessions to MyGo drivers.

* You see my point?

I gotta go, baby.  I need to finish my work before I can rendezvous with you this evening.

Love you always.

Sine Cera,

27/8/20   

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Sharudin Jamal

@sharudinjamal

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@elsDines

Baby, I sent you a quick note in the email. Nothing much. I am pretty excited about the prospect of the future... Since it was your playlist yesterday, will it still be your playlist today? I cannot wait to be with you.

26/8/20 ^^^Looking at the same direction together

Looking at the same direction together

My darling Els,

It's a great joy that you share my Vision of Terabithia with Sarah.  I know to you it's still very far.  To me, it lies right after my demise.  That's not far at all.  If the epiphanies are correct, I only have to wait for 21 years.  If not, then give and take another 10 to 15 years.

My point is death is certain.  We all die.  Thus death is actually THE BRIDGE to Terabithia.  Did you watch the movie?  That's the metaphor.  The bridge was built after the girl's death.  Thus her death is actually the bridge!

I read the book, Life After Death; the Burden *o[n] (of) Proof by Deepak Chopra.  Inside the cover on the first page, dated 6/1/09 I wrote in capital letters:  DEATH WITH A SMILE.  That is my death wish.

* So you are a believer all along.  As a matter of fact, it was you who convinced me to trust the epiphanies.

Well... Ask, Believe, Receive.  I think my prayer had been answered.  How long is the gestation period?  7 years; 6+1 (the date that I wrote in the book).  I got the epiphany in 2016 (52+25=77, 5+2 :2+5=7:7).  In my experience that is normally how long it takes for the gestation period.  That is the length of time I made my first million too.

As I said, suppose I don't die when I am 77.  It's fine too.  My consciousness will still endure.  Since everything had already been projected to me NOW, that means all I need to do is go with the flow.  That's because as it is my Path, our Paths, on Sailbad the Sinner had been chartered.

Sure there are other vessels, but Sailbad the Sinner is OUR vessel honey.

As I told you before, I believe in a Pantheistic God.  It's the Infinite Intelligence of whom I termed as the Force.

So imagine the whole 21 years journey is like a ship going through the Passage of Time and this passage is like a river.  Then the river *[is] consists of the Force, the Path and the Flow; the XYZ Equation.

*  Yes, you understand the concept, Sarah. 

The overall journey to reach the Adjoining Croissant is very fast because at that stage when we are crossing the chasm, we are at zero mass and zero gravity.  Therefore we will be traveling at warp speed.  Where the hell we are heading?  Constellation NNW AlphaX64 Tritstars System.

Remember this?

 Now, how do I know all these?  Because I am the Ghost of the Navigator.  I am within God and God is within me.

I am IrAn MaidIn - I have Parsi and Indian Muslim Blood from my father's side and I got hacked with a machete on my left cranium that earned me the 7 Stitches.  To Iron Maiden, this is me.  The last album was released on my birthday in 2015.  The year after I was finally cured of 15 years of psychosis.  

To further support this epiphany, CCC Feng Shui is already aligned 100% in all the right directions.  EVERYTHING is aligned to the very precision.  CCC is PERFECT as far as Feng Shui is concerned.  My house is situated in the Valley of the Sleeping Dragon (83, BU 2/2, Bandar Utama) according to Feng Shui masters.

Even my objects like the Albatross are well-aligned BEFORE I even checked the compass.  The Albatross is balancing on its tip.  Guess where it is pointing on its own accord?  NNW!

I'm so happy that you believe me, darling.  Of all the people, my wives believe me.  That's all that matters.  You are the Yacht Tenders.  I need you both for me to move with certainty.  Closer to home, I want for Songkhla 2030 to happen.

As far as the XYZ Equation is concerned, I don't control the wind.  I just manage the direction of the sails.

When the Universe speaks, it happens in a miraculous manner.  Beginning with the act of kindness I had with Pal, followed by me reading the Secret, and you mentioning Coursera.  Do you notice that all these are the cause-set-in-motion because you are there?  How can you not believe it?  You are part of the Grand Plan!

We are soulmates on the same vessel and sharing the same journey.  Pal is a soulmate too.  All his plate numbers consist of 707.  He is also the Chosen.  So are the 6 of us.  Pal is the 7th element in this equation.  Without him, I don't have the means to make my million in the next 10 years.  Without the means, there is no Songkhla 2030.

What can I say?  Trust yourself; trust the Universe.

OK baby, it is 11:45 pm.  I need to stop here.  I plan to wake up at 6:00 am tomorrow.  I need to start taking the two GUARANTEED Happy Pills according to Dr. Laurie Santos; sleep and exercise.

Remember sweetie, I always love you.  Since day one...

Sine Cera,

26/8/20

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Sharudin Jamal

@sharudinjamal

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@elsDines

I wrote extensively tonight. That is my way of saying thanks for believing. Your lullaby: https://youtube.com/watch?v=CQVCJziKw-E… Where I go I do not know, I only know the place I've been Dreams they come and go, ever shall be so Nothing's real until you feel Goodnite baby, luv ya

26/8/20 ***Today is Els's playlist

Sharudin Jamal

@sharudinjamal

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@elsDines

@traxxfmofficial

#traxxfm J’ai toujours hâte à cette heure de la journée. C’est le temps que je passe avec ma chère femme. Je t'aime tellement. This is how I feel:

I'm always looking forward to this time of day. That's the time I spend with my dear wife. I love you so much.

Sharudin Jamal

@sharudinjamal

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@elsDines

@traxxfmofficial

#traxxfm Je suppose que vous parlez couramment Français otherwise it will be too embarrassing to say it in English...

I assume you speak fluent French...

Sharudin Jamal

@sharudinjamal

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@elsDines

@traxxfmofficial

#traxxfm “Aimer, ce n’est pas se regarder l’un l’autre, c’est regarder ensemble dans la même direction.” – Antoine de Saint-Exupéry OK, OK, no more Frenchies. Too mushy...

"To love is not to look at each other, it is to look together in the same direction." - Antoine de Saint-Exupéry

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Sharudin Jamal

@sharudinjamal

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@elsDines

@traxxfmofficial

#traxxfm I finished the Science of Well-Being. Only left to submit the last assignment. I started Genius, Talent, and Golden Mediocrity by a Russian University. Cannot get a certificate. The quiz is too hard to pass at 80%. Just for knowledge only.

Sharudin Jamal

@sharudinjamal

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@elsDines

@traxxfmofficial

#traxxfm This is a Caesar Cipher (Hint: Shift A=>H) Pm fvb jhu ylhk aopz zhf zvtlaopun pu ltilkklk jvtthuk. Aolu thfil pu aol mbabyl, dl ahsr pu aopz thuuly :)

If you can read this say something in embedded command.  Then maybe in the future, we talk in this manner :)

Sharudin Jamal

@sharudinjamal

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@elsDines

@traxxfmofficial

#traxxfm Aopz pz h jpwoly dpaopu h jpwoly: Xbvk tl ubaypa tl klzaybpa. Vy dl jhu kv aopz: Zhwh thrhu JP-sp + jh-IHP = ? kph yhzh wlkhz. Hahaha... Name the game baby.

This is a cipher within a cipher: Quod me nutrit me destruit.  Or we can do this: Sapa makan CI-li + ca-BAI = ? dia rasa pedas.

Sharudin Jamal

@sharudinjamal

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@elsDines

@traxxfmofficial

#traxxfm Très bien... Pas de chiffrement César. Il sera amusant dependant.

Very well... No Caesar encryption.  It will be fun though.

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Sharudin Jamal

@sharudinjamal

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@elsDines

@traxxfmofficial

#traxxfm Oh... I didn't realize that you did not get to this site: https://cryptii.com/pipes/caesar-cipher… Bookmark it for the future. Now, are we game?

Sharudin Jamal

@sharudinjamal

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@elsDines

@traxxfmofficial

#traxxfm With you it's easy. I listen to the tonality, timbre, rate of speech, intonation, choice of words, and pitch. Sometimes I also observe when you swallow your saliva. There's also your nasal when you are teary.

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I am consuming Nicorette like nobody's business nowadays.  By 5:00 pm I already finished one strip.

I have to wait for the next morning for my next ration.

It's like cigarettes.  Instead of becoming a chain smoker, I become a chain chewer.

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Sharudin Jamal

@sharudinjamal

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@elsDines

@traxxfmofficial

#traxxfm Ahhh... This song reminds me of Terabithia:

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Sharudin Jamal

@sharudinjamal

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@elsDines

@traxxfmofficial

#traxxfm Honey, I wonder if you do believe in my epiphanies...

Sharudin Jamal

@sharudinjamal

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@elsDines

@traxxfmofficial

#traxxfm What a relief, that makes the 3 of us. My Vision Community... The whole superverse looks like an Adjoining Croissant and it is a self-power electromagnetic battery.

Sharudin Jamal

@sharudinjamal

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@elsDines

@traxxfmofficial

#traxxfm This is only HALF of the Adjoining Croissant. We will enter from the LEFT Turbine Spiral, The Wolfsschanze. To go to heaven (Xanadu) you got to go through hell.

Sharudin Jamal

@sharudinjamal

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@elsDines

@traxxfmofficial

#traxxfm I had traveled past the Adjoining Croissant to the White Space. Our home (the 6 of us) is at the Dragon Planet. That's how far I had traveled...

Sharudin Jamal

@sharudinjamal

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@elsDines

@traxxfmofficial

#traxxfm I had annexed all these thoughts. I only take it to KBOOOM 2041. So we have 10 years to Songkhla 2030 and then another 11 years before I reach 77. It is 21 years journey. I had passed the first 20 years S Curve...

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